I thought I did everything I could, I made changes, I fought demons and even asked for forgiveness, it never seemed like enough for you. How is it that in a moment you feel as if you have this spectacular love and in the very next it just seems like it all falls apart?
I thought changing everything would mean a better future, I thought re-arranging all the negative in my life would lead to a more positive outcome. Somehow I still find myself still standing in the same place... the place where I thought I had worked so hard to move past.
I chose friendships, I chose love, I even chose the direction my entire life was taking, and still... it seems I'm not getting any further than I was before.
Change is so vital and understandably, forgiveness and patience goes hand in hand. I've asked for forgiveness and dealt with my demons, yet where are you now?
I've worked so hard, I've seen the things in myself that I never even noticed, I've thought about compassion and most importantly I've put you first.
Why do I still feel alone? Where are you?
